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Monday, 22 May 2017

Life after Internship

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Hello everyone!

It's been so looooooooooong since I last write something in my blog. Sorry everyone but I was so occupied during internship. Now I'm back in my home with my lovely parents. You know how I feel after finishing my internship? You don't know? Then, let me tell you.

This is exactly how I felt the moment I stepped out from the school, FREEDOM! I am free everyone, freeeee! The world suddenly seemed brighter, people seemed kinder and I felt like dancing everywhere pfft which of course I did not do. Anyway, I thought feeling free is the only feeling I would feel after internship. I am wrong, people. I AM COMPLETELY WRONG.


They are lovely, they are funny. They cause terrible headache but magically, somehow, they are the cures for my headache as well. I miss their constant chit chatting in the class, their silly questions and their childish whines and complaints. I miss the hustle and bustle I have to face going to work, planning lessons and activities and playing around with my students. 

Sigh. Who thought that I would miss internship? I, myself am not prepared for this kind of feeling. It stings like a bee and I feel like I missed a limb. I thought once I finished internship, I would feel happy. You know, like those women who are happy to come home and finally took off their bras? Yah, that kind of feeling I thought I would be getting.

Instead, here I am. All sappy and sad, missing my students whom I hope will miss me as much. But I know them, they will forget me in two months. Lol. Maybe eve faster than that. Haha. Jokes aside, I am forever grateful for my wonderful students. They made internship ten times better for me and that was the best thing for me.

Well, I ran out of things to rant but not tears to cry. *boooohooo! I am such a weakling. Got to find silent corner and cry, guys. 

Thanks for reading.

Sunday, 19 March 2017

Love to The Rescue

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum peeps

Internship is wearing me out, people. I really really really love teaching. I love my students, I love the work I have to do but mannnnn, I am so tired. Going out before 7 in the morning and arriving home around 6 something in the evening, I don't really love that. My eyes are a mess, my sleeping patterns are even worse and my chair is basically full with unfolded laundry.

I think it's time for some breaks.

Who am I kidding? I am in my internship programme and if I'm taking any leave, I will have to replace it. T____T. I want to see my family so bad but had no time to go back to Terengganu. God is the ultimate planner. I planned and He planned and He is the best! My parents and the two youngest among the siblings are coming to KL! Yiasss.

I went back to my eldest sister's house yesterday and my heart immediately rejoiced! Seeing my parents and all the familiar family faces just got my energy recharged. I feel like there's nothing I cannot do now kahkah. I really can understand when people say love can cure almost everything. I feel the same way too. 

Cherish your parents while you can. While we are busy building your career and life, they are growing old as well. Remember to spend time with them before they leave us.

Thanks for reading!
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