Jobless and Poor

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Hi peeps.

THIS IS LITERALLY HOW I FEEL NOW *cry cry cry*

As per my previous post, I am a free lady. I have finished my degree but mannnnn, it's mentally exhausting to live without income. Don't take me wrong, I am very grateful to be alive and still breathing, enjoying every moment but heyy, I won't say no to any financial aid hahah. I was supported by my scholarship when I was studying. I have steady allowance coming in every month. Now, I even have to ask money from my mother to buy some mobile top-up. T__T

Ramadhan is just around the corner so I have decided to bake some cookies and sell them. Nowadays, I am willing to go extra miles for pocket money, guys. Be supportive guys and buy cookies from me!! Hahah. I even applied to several freelance jobs. Like writing, translating etc etc. And oh, I also promoted myself as assignment helper haha. Pay me guys so I can actually liveeeee. 

Anyway, I feel like I need to tell people about Shopback (because I need to make money). Have you guys tried? Well, sad if you did not. Because IT. IS. FREAKING. AWESOME. I have around RM25 in my account just because I promoted my link to my friends. Once they had redeemable cashback in their account, I enjoy some bonus too! So YES YES YES for Shopback. It is very useful to people who like to shop online. Some sites offer up to 11% cashback. Soooo nice!

If you are still confuse how to use Shopback, refer HERE. I wrote it few months back. And for some cash in your account (and for me too hehehe) use my link!

https://www.shopback.my/referred-signup-bonus?raf=DiGlZr <----- CLICK CLICK CLICK

Well, that's all I have to rent for now. 

Till then.

Bye!

Thanks for reading!

p/s: I sound a bit desperate for money now I read my own writing lolol

Life after Internship

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Hello everyone!

It's been so looooooooooong since I last write something in my blog. Sorry everyone but I was so occupied during internship. Now I'm back in my home with my lovely parents. You know how I feel after finishing my internship? You don't know? Then, let me tell you.

This is exactly how I felt the moment I stepped out from the school, FREEDOM! I am free everyone, freeeee! The world suddenly seemed brighter, people seemed kinder and I felt like dancing everywhere pfft which of course I did not do. Anyway, I thought feeling free is the only feeling I would feel after internship. I am wrong, people. I AM COMPLETELY WRONG.

I MISS MY STUDENTS. BIG TIME. 

They are lovely, they are funny. They cause terrible headache but magically, somehow, they are the cures for my headache as well. I miss their constant chit chatting in the class, their silly questions and their childish whines and complaints. I miss the hustle and bustle I have to face going to work, planning lessons and activities and playing around with my students. 

Sigh. Who thought that I would miss internship? I, myself am not prepared for this kind of feeling. It stings like a bee and I feel like I missed a limb. I thought once I finished internship, I would feel happy. You know, like those women who are happy to come home and finally took off their bras? Yah, that kind of feeling I thought I would be getting.

Instead, here I am. All sappy and sad, missing my students whom I hope will miss me as much. But I know them, they will forget me in two months. Lol. Maybe eve faster than that. Haha. Jokes aside, I am forever grateful for my wonderful students. They made internship ten times better for me and that was the best thing for me.

Well, I ran out of things to rant but not tears to cry. *boooohooo! I am such a weakling. Got to find silent corner and cry, guys. 

Bye!

Thanks for reading.