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Monday, 22 May 2017

Life after Internship

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Hello everyone!

It's been so looooooooooong since I last write something in my blog. Sorry everyone but I was so occupied during internship. Now I'm back in my home with my lovely parents. You know how I feel after finishing my internship? You don't know? Then, let me tell you.


This is exactly how I felt the moment I stepped out from the school, FREEDOM! I am free everyone, freeeee! The world suddenly seemed brighter, people seemed kinder and I felt like dancing everywhere pfft which of course I did not do. Anyway, I thought feeling free is the only feeling I would feel after internship. I am wrong, people. I AM COMPLETELY WRONG.

I MISS MY STUDENTS. BIG TIME. 

They are lovely, they are funny. They cause terrible headache but magically, somehow, they are the cures for my headache as well. I miss their constant chit chatting in the class, their silly questions and their childish whines and complaints. I miss the hustle and bustle I have to face going to work, planning lessons and activities and playing around with my students. 

Sigh. Who thought that I would miss internship? I, myself am not prepared for this kind of feeling. It stings like a bee and I feel like I missed a limb. I thought once I finished internship, I would feel happy. You know, like those women who are happy to come home and finally took off their bras? Yah, that kind of feeling I thought I would be getting.

Instead, here I am. All sappy and sad, missing my students whom I hope will miss me as much. But I know them, they will forget me in two months. Lol. Maybe eve faster than that. Haha. Jokes aside, I am forever grateful for my wonderful students. They made internship ten times better for me and that was the best thing for me.

Well, I ran out of things to rant but not tears to cry. *boooohooo! I am such a weakling. Got to find silent corner and cry, guys. 

Bye!
Thanks for reading.

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