Hello, Wedding Invitation!

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum peeps!

Soooooo, I am turning 21 this year! Oh, how time flies. I have recently done with my fourth semester. Next sem I'll be taking the subject for my major! I am so hyped for it. Wooohooo. However, I am still torn apart between choosing TESOL or journalism for my major. *sweating

That's about my study. I am 21 years old and my friends are getting married! Ya Allah I am seriously so happy and very berry excited. My friend from school is currently busy preparing for her wedding which is on this upcoming 8th February. I am so thrilled I can't stop smiling after getting the invitation. She is someone I know since 13 years old and now SHE IS GETTING MARRIED. This is so surreal.

My roommate on the other hand is someone I met back in 2013. So, she has met her soulmate and they are planning for their solemnization as well. Awhhh, everyone is venturing into the new phase of life and here I am pondering about which new game I should download. I am really thrilled and nervous for my friends. Everyone is big now eh? Getting married is the new talk now.

Anyway, getting married is something good but from my point of view, not everyone needs it or wants it. I am wishing all the best for my friends and can't wait to see my timeline getting flooded with pictures of their babies.  

That's all I have to ramble for now. I feel obligated to update the blog as I want to write more this year! Hoooyeah. 

Thanks for reading.

Be good, do good.

May Allah bless!

New Year, New Us

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum peeps!

Soooo, Happy New Year! I know I'm late. I don't blog much these days. Anyway, here's a post. I wish everyone who reads my blog to have a happy life, meet great people and is always blessed from above. 

This year, I hope I improve to be someone better. Not just physically, the mind as well. I wan to be that someone who radiates positive vibes around others. I'm still far from that so let's just hope that I can always think positive about everything and everyone around me. Amin.

And, I am also looking forward to be better at managing my finance. Andddddd I have failed the first month gracefully. Positive Ba, positive. I have another eleven months to go! Pray that I'll be wiser in spending for the next months and the one after it. 

This year, I want to spend more time with my family. I am not sure since when I got this hunch but I've been feeling that I want to stay as close as possible with my family until time sign me to grow stronger and live more independently. Meow.

Anyway, I want to be kinder this year and after this. I don't want to bring all the bad habits from past years into 2016. And I hope I will write more! I really feel like I'm slowly losing all the writing skills I used to have. Nowadays, when I write, it is all dull and grimly and boring. I want to get back on track and start writing more. Okay, positive positive. I can do it!

I'm wishing everyone to have a lovely year!

Thanks for reading

Be good, do good.

May Allah bless.

Sweet Escape

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum peeps!

It's been a month since I last wrote on my blog. Apologising won't be enough. Truth is, I am so lazy to write down all the thoughts and babbles in my mind. These days I just sat down alone and ponder really hard about those random thoughts.

So I am to sit for my final examination in few days. I AM FINISHING MY FOURTH SEMESTER, PEOPLE! How time really flies. I feel like it was only last month I wrote about how my third semester went and now, I am about to babble about the end of my fourth semester.

The very next semester I will be choosing my major/concentration subjects! I am doing Bachelor of English (Hons) currently, so I have few options; Journalism, Public Relation, Creative Writing, Literature and TESOL. Lately, I am so interested to pursue creative writing but the lecturers are advising us to take TESOL as it has more job scopes. 

Anyway, put that aside. The real reason I'm writing is ..... (refer to the title above). How do you guys escape from things? I have always dreamed of relaxing by the pretty blue beach, under the shade of tall coconut tree, accompanied by mountain of tropical fruits and scrumptious foods. *wipe drools. Well, that's my dream. Initially. If not a beach or an island, I just want to be in some foreign places, quiet and peaceful, enjoying some me times. Haduh hah gittew. Berangan taknak kalah uols.

After five years of living in boarding school and now another four years in University, I appreciate the companionship given by my family. I started to see that no place can hold me calm and grant me happiness but home. No matter how exhausted I am, my heart will always rejoice at the sight of my parents and my family. I think that they are better option for sweet and short escape. Plus, they are free! Hahaha. 

Well, when you are home, you pay nothing to eat finger licking good foods and excellent companionship. Your siblings might annoy you, but that's why they are created. Hahaha. To annoy you. But seriously mannnnnn, there's no place as good as home. To wake up for your mother's endless lectures, your siblings' fights, that's definitely the best.

And as I grow up more, read more, I realise that the best thing to do is to always appreciate your life. Looking back, I notice how lucky I am to have a family. Not that we are rich or anything, but the fact that I have someone to love me with no condition comforts me in so many ways. For such beautiful gift, I thank Allah everyday. Home will always be the best place for short escape. :)

Till then.

Be good, do good. XOXO

My Parents are Getting Old

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum peeps.

It's been so long since I last post anything up on this dull blog. Now I feel like telling some stories. I was originally intended to write this on Facebook but hey, my mom is on Facebook. She can't know that I'm writing some melancholic things like this. I'll be teased by my parents till the day I die.

So, I just had my one week break. Every time I come back to uni from home, I like to think about random stuff en route to Kelaana Jaya all the way from Terengganu. I noticed that my parents are getting old and I am going to turn 21 anytime soon. It's not that I don't like the getting old process. I just don't like the idea of my parents getting old.

I grew up with a bookworm mother. She bought lot of novels, her favourite magazine is Majalah Seri Dewi dan Keluarga and she was always reading. I was used to seeing her reading in between cooking. You know like when shes cooking ayam masak merah and while waiting for the water to simmer down, she'll grab her novel and start reading.

Lately, when I offer to buy her favourite magazine she would recline saying that she is too old and her eyesight is not as excellent. But she's reading Facebook and Whatsapp conversations from tiny screen guys. Guess where the wonderful eyesight has gone to? -,-'. Anyway, that's not the point. The point is she's getting old and I'm still hoping that she will age slowly. Duh, what a waste sending me to MRSM. I can't even understand the concept of aging that will come to everyone (except those who die young). -,-'

Same goes to my father. He's getting old even faster than I could ever imagine. When I was still a toddler, I remember sending him off to kebun and he would give my brother and me 50 cent each. Shopping allowance back then sure is cheap. haha. Then we'll see him around noon before we went off to his small kedai kopi after Asar and come home late in the night. he was a busy bee and we always joke how he was busier than the PM.

Now my father still run his small kedai kopi except the kedai has moved to new location which is exactly next to my house. I don't really like the idea of my father has to work in his late 50 but at least he's working nearby the house and my mother is there to help as well. Alhamdulillah. He's grown soft over the edges too. hehe. He doesn't mind if I give him kisses on his cheeks now. I f I'm doing it few years before this, all I'm getting is a hard pushing over the face. My father is not a romantic man everyone. He's a man of few words and he don't express his love. Cute, innit?

All I 'm worrying about now if I will be ever granted the chance to shower them with some wealth and quality time. What if they say their eternal goodbye before I could even start pampering them? Why do aging has to be so fast and quick? Ergh. I pray to Allah that everyone of us will have the chance to live longer with our parents, cherish them and make them happy. My parents are the next best thing after Islam. I am really glad to have them. And I know, they are glad to have me too. :P

So melancholic and sentimental innit?
Be good, do good guys.
The End.

Third Sem is Done!

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum peeps!

Sooooo, I am done with my third sem. Ya Rabbi, Tuhan je tahu betapa happy dan gumbiranya hati ini menghabiskan sem ketiga degree. Towards the end of the sem tu, memang tersangatlah busy. I had to manage an event, a drama for our assignment the next day and an oral examination the day after the next day. kahkah. Pertama kali hidup terasa seperti pelajar unibasiti. Sebab sebelum ni hidup aku amatlah aman dan damai. kehkeh

 Semua student sepatutnya perform untuk event ni, tapi sebab kami kaki putar belit, berjaya jadi committee. Miahahaha.

 Habis kelas pun nak bergambar ke kak? Perempuan sangattt.

Bibi is not in the picture. But hey, everyone's looking genuinely happy!

Anyway, I had my last paper on 15th September 2015. But! But! But! As my friends and I were entering the hall, I sensed something's off but could not tell what it was. So I sat for my exam, answer quickly and get out from the hall (keluar awal masa exam tu benda biasa in my uni). Dah keluar, tunggu member lain siap lepas tu kitorang gerak gi makan. Macam biasa, masa makan tak pernah tak semangat. Tengah makan baru perasan apa yang off.

I HAVEN'T SEEN OUR ONLY MALE FRIEND (FRED) YET ON THAT DAY SINCE MORNING AND I WAS AWARE THAT THERE WERE EMPTY SEATS IN MY CLASS ROW. OH GODDD THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING.

Tapi tak sempat gelabah, tengok member tu dah jalan dengan member sorang lagi. Semua kat meja lega like PHEWWWW. THERE HE WAS. HA! WE GOT NERVOUS FOR NOTH

'Cissss. Repeat! Aku overslept.' - fred

Semua macam dah tergamam. Nasi dah rasa pasir kat tekak. Cewah ni ayat novel sangat. Takde. Masa tu aku dah habis makan. Ayam pun tinggal tulang je hah. So kami terkebil kebil tengok dia dalam lima nam saat sebelum masing masing start fire soalan. Memang semua panic habis. Siapa tak panic. Miss final paper weh. Kau boleh relaks? Repeat satu sem 1000 ringgit. Matilah kau noks.

But in the end, everything was fine. He managed to sit for special examination. So no need to repeat the whole semester. Good for him and his financial. hahaha. Tapi memang rasa bersalah. Yelah, kawan kau miss final paper because of overslept. Ada enam orang kawan tapi satu pun tak teringat nak kejut. So sorry Fred! 

Tetiba dah takde benda nak ramble. Well, this sem is good. I've learnt a lot and I hope I've improved a lot too. Aamiin. Anyway, sesiapa ada suggestion nak bagi kurang selebet boleh la sumbangkang. hewhew. Dah masuk berapa sem dah serupa jugak tak lawanya. 

Till then. Be good, do good.

Salam.

p/s: I'm selling cheap English novels at instagram: thebookcabin or you can contact me directly at +60139007636. hiks.